why oh why.
I'd hate to turn up out of the blue..
never mind i'd find someone like you.
We could go back to the time when we first met: a man in emotional tatters over someone who had left him, and a woman madly in love with her neighbor. I could repeat what I said to you once: " I'm going to fight to the bitter end". Well I fought and lost, and now I'll just have to lick my wounds and leave.
I fought and lost as well. I'm not trying to sew up what was rent. Like you, I want to fight to the bitter end.
I suffer everyday, did you know that? I've been suffering for months now trying to show how much I love you, how things are only important when you're by my side. but now , whether I suffer or not, I've decided that enough is enough . It's over. I'm tired. After that night in Zagreb , I lowered my guard and said to myself : If the blow comes , it comes. It can lay me out on the canvas and it can knock me out of the cold but one day I'll recover.
You'll find someone else.
Of course I will. I'm young,pretty, intelligent and desirable, but will I experience all the things i experienced with you?
you'll experience different emotions and , you know, although you may not believe it , I loved you while we were together .
I'm sure you did , but that doesn't make it any less painful.
here we go again.
Monday, August 29, 2011
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