Monday, August 29, 2011

someone like you.

why oh why.

I'd hate to turn up out of the blue..
never mind i'd find someone like you.

We could go back to the time when we first met: a man in emotional tatters over someone who had left him, and a woman madly in love with her neighbor. I could repeat what I said to you once: " I'm going to fight to the bitter end". Well I fought and lost, and now I'll just have to lick my wounds and leave.

I fought and lost as well. I'm not trying to sew up what was rent. Like you, I want to fight to the bitter end.

I suffer everyday, did you know that? I've been suffering for months now trying to show how much I love you, how things are only important when you're by my side. but now , whether I suffer or not, I've decided that enough is enough . It's over. I'm tired. After that night in Zagreb , I lowered my guard and said to myself : If the blow comes , it comes. It can lay me out on the canvas and it can knock me out of the cold but one day I'll recover.

You'll find someone else.

Of course I will. I'm young,pretty, intelligent and desirable, but will I experience all the things i experienced with you?

you'll experience different emotions and , you know, although you may not believe it , I loved you while we were together .

I'm sure you did , but that doesn't make it any less painful.

here we go again.

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